Oxxxymiron Who Killed Mark Lyrics English Translation,
You know the feeling that stalled
somewhere a wrong turn and the path became convoluted
and you go in circles, picking his words
Aware: fix it can only be returned back
Kontramarka – Yes, indeed, the reel of film there is a long time
of patience and popcorn
Sign and get: The
the retrospective is as symptomatic as it is instructive
The end of the 2000s was purely ice age
No hip-hap industry, just MySpace
Plus bright dreams to declare to them that I am
In order not to be invisible – Wells did not write my life
After all, the one who in childhood, like a chain and an amulet
Dragged the victim’s stigma with zero self-esteem
For several long years
After all my life I have to make a choice:
Surrender, change inside or compensate
I chose the third one and began to fight with might and main
Against the world far from the places where native birches grow
My maximalism: I will piss all these bosses
And battle rap right off the bat, like a super-hero costume
I could do everything in it that I could not even dream of
And it was time to close the teenage gestalt
Life began as I painted myself carefully
It’s a pity I forgot to teach the costume to be responsible for my words
Schock – my partner of those years, was tougher in appearance
But also inside a child with demons is louder than mine
To share working days with him on the way – that still type
C is an unstable psyche, then bro, then a complete psycho
We dissolve everyone: Kasta, Dimasta, Bastu
Zhigan, Djigan, were sincere, but in different ways
I burned over their rhyme, lashed out for their style
And he threatened in conflicts and personally hooked on the
Vagabund family : the cult underground phenomenon
Alliance of a botanist with a gopnik, a new the sound of Europe
Fanaticism, excitement, but in the team there are contentions
Schokk constantly substitutes me, crap and
whine Toxic friendship; blame, bitch, you need
Back in mid-October, has made it known that I’m
only dokatat city, but even then
fate in ancient play on stage include Roma Zhigan
raid and fired in trauma in the window mug with feet
so with musical changed the genre of the movie on thriller
Breams, knees, apologies, filming? Battles and books
Here’s mine, but I fell under the skating rink, my enemy is my tongue
So the first lesson: hurry up, boy, quit
Talking only from a distance that you won’t repeat in your eyes
And the second: do not assent to jambs
After all, when the snow overtakes you – you are on your own
. They demanded an apology from us from the stage.
Schokk flew away, grew bolder and repeated the insults.
I understand stress – his lady was there with us.
But why shit that we will write?
What would you choose? The choice is not an easy one
You said that you want to dump, then fell into their conflict
Apologize publicly – shame will not come out on the network
Or disappear with your runaway brother, what always smiles you?
I made the right decision, I decided everything peacefully
Video with Schokk – online, mine didn’t work –
I closed the gate, throwing the keys off the cliff
Having made a vow of silence, the
tactically correct move was enough for ten years , the deal and the compromise
Fans accepted well, although somewhat tensed
Silence is a treasure, gold or a gag
But I had no idea how it would change me
New chapter: I’m moving to Russia
Building all over again from scratch
First mixtape, Tumbler has strength I
meet Porchy, then Booking Machine
We start to grow
Schokk goes crazy, dedicates songs to me
Did I get off easy? Except that on the surface
Anxieties and depression are too big for
Roma Zhigan there is compromising evidence on the shelf
Roma is an Orthodox patriot, okay
It seems like blackmail is not too Orthodox
Even if shitting strangers is patriotic
To kneel down with a crowd – not diplomatically
I haw it all, I have no choice
If I don’t want my future children at school to see the video
With a father on his knees and a slap in the face
And I do what he wants me to
Go to his film called “BEEF”
Interview with MCs about conflicts in rap games
All the players have already starred in it, but the hype needs me
I agree to the deflection – the second compromise
Listeners are terrified of the illusion friendship with him
Zhigan – it’s against what we were Vagabundom
Cognitive dissonance in the brain like poison
I did not betray Schokk’a, but I commit myself
Tours, battles, my second mixtape
unformatted rap everything rises up
this incredible success, but also powerless
After I am a victim again, and I will compensate again
Zhenya enters, Gorgorod leaves, money flows like a river
Three rounds a year, a stormy stream, Urgant, the elite, the fucking Forbes list
I broke the game, but got hooked on self-censorship here absolutely in everything
This cannot be said, because I will offend the fanbase
And this cannot be, because they will laugh at me right away
This cannot – my family reads me often
But this is definitely not possible – this is unsafe
Psychosomatics, I am a squeezed spring
Muscular clamps, fear that I am not a man
Silence drags on the silent, like a quagmire
Bolotka, Pussy Riot, repression, Ukraine
I ignore everything, but the pain does not go away
I swing to vomit, smoke until blood in phlegm
Drinking, drugs, I run away
In bed again another, but even this zero helps
Each opponent in the battle lays about the bream to me
Forbidden topic, but Punchinelle’s secret
I always keep quiet, I am generation hero
is not going to Dudyu: he just asks for knees I
Festering and Ice, primetime, KOTD
I’ll almost rapper number one
Zhigan release film, I immediately promo agree
skeleton in my closet for the new is overgrown with meat
Premiere – humiliation, fraternizing, as if everything is forgotten
Convincing myself: “This is my decision”
Love does not warm his pocket, because in the attic all this time
For me, the portrait of Dorian Gray is secretly decreasing
Outwardly, everything is okay, you can relax
Old fans do not remember, new ones do not know – everything
Zhigan has been behaving correctly for a couple of years
Time to let go, but the chest is
sagging I start to stumble, I am a shadow of my former self
Mentor, CEO, legend – merit and medals
Soon more than Brezhnev’s
Egotrip, Empire, dementia
But inside the baby’s uncertainty
My career suicide – so many years to be silent
I don’t let out six, I don’t speak for five
Build relationships, tie up with rap
Shackled with a chain of self-imposed prohibitions
but my new life – wrong, alas
Campaign that the deal was, and with his conscience and with the devil
I’m leaving with the BM, our brotherhood is invaluable, but
felt cramped, and that the team is not hooked
Radjabov, courts Motuznaya, peaceful protest
, “I’m going to sing his music “, Zhukov and” Sit down to the text ”
Courage is a gradual process, I taste like a delicacy
And I get a taste, but shame still eats from the inside
Easier than my own shameful demons lustration I
throw off at least a little ego-tyranny A
year and a half without social networks and therapy
It seems that I start to understand something timidly
The process is not pleasant
Something in the puzzle is not It’s clear enough, as if the central part is missing
I walk in circles and then I remember
With trembling fingers in VK correspondence
Search for what no one knew, I and Zhigan forgot
That ten years later it could still lie somewhere
What he threatened me with during blackmail
Here it is , in b / w, the video of the raid of that – state of emergency For
years on end it was waiting for me, but the bottom, where the waters are blacker
Wild, but all kipish
Because of a couple of seconds that you see at the beginning of the video
From school I was afraid that they would start to joke me
2021 – I was fucking running away
As long as I can remember, I trembled over my reputation
But to become freer, you need not be afraid to crap
I didn’t want to stand ten seconds on knees
That in the end stood on them for ten years
Roma, you will call and we will calmly talk
Hey, I kept silent, you won’t do anything to me
How funny it turns out – everything secret becomes clear
And every role I played here while we were staging the scenes
I was a victim, but only his low self-esteem
Frodo doubts, but dancing from the cliff The
Ring of Omnipotence is hidden in the mouth of Orodruin
Life is a compromise, and it’s not always bad
But some of them have too high a price
I have forgiven Schokk for a moron
‘s antics long ago Now I can forgive Zhigan – it was and it was
Maybe those who were hurt by loving will forgive me
But the main thing is that today i forgive myself
Russia, where are you rushing, who is to blame and what to do?
Am I a trembling creature or do I have the right? What
are our boys made of?
How much is the fish?
Why are birches
making noise in Russia? And why did the natives eat Cook?
Do you have a Slavic wardrobe for sale?
Who are we and where are we from?
Who needs a slice of the July sky?
Why don’t people fly?
Truth or Dare?
Where are your seventeen years old?
Where does childhood go?
Is there life on Mars?
What should we do in Greece? I
What is the coming day for me?
How much is your freedom worth?
Where does the Motherland begin?
Life or wallet?
How much is opium for the people?
Is there anyone alive?
Wait, who is coming?
What is the strength in, brother?
How much does an item cost?
How much do you earn?
How many centimeters?
What? Where? When?
Who want to be a millionaire?
Where is this street, where is this house?
Where are the best hangouts?
Supplements for whom?
How much to weigh in grams?
Where are the police looking?
Who let the dogs out?
Who do you love more – dad or mom?
What is love?
Where Dreams May Come?
What’s in a name?
Who if not us?
The driven horses are shot, aren’t they?
But most importantly: who killed Mark?